Okay well welcome to my website. For those of you who dont already know me, and those of you who do. This is an incite into my weird life and opinions on things.
Well I'm Elinor. Named so after The Beatles song, Eleanor Rigsby. My Grandad came into see me the day I was born singing Eleanor Rigsby. So my parents dicided to call me Elinor, spelled the Spanish way, because I have Spanish roots. So there ya go!
Everybody calls me Ellie, El, Elz, Rigsby, or Rigs. However I do answer to other names such as, The Bitch. Little Miss Lucifer. Lady Lucifer. Sinful. El from Hell. Or E.Z.E
Im nineteen years old and I live in Worcester in the West Midland. (England) Yes Worcester like the sauce and the porcelain. I go to Worcester College, which is a shit hole, but my course is good. I do Music and Art. I am crazy about music, all aspects of it. I play the guitar, drums and piano. I can also play the Saxaphone and bit of Flute.
As for Art. I love drawing and painting. Im forever doodling or sketching something. Hopefully once I get a scanner working on my laptop, Ill post some of my art work on my pictures page.
Well what else.. Okay! I work at a music store, called Phoenix Records. It fucking ROCKS! If youve ever seen Empire Records or High Fidelity where I work is like those music stores. We even got out own Jack Black. Yo TOBY! I love my job cause I get to listen to music all day, and have so much fun. But I hate having to get up at 7 on a Sunday to do stock takes that blows. But I get double pay so hey, whos complaining.
This brings me to my first and biggest hobby. MUSIC. I love music, I have such a wide taste in it. I eat sleep breath the stuff. I always have music on, either on my stereo, laptop, mini disk, or in the car. I love everything from Rock to Rap. Pop to Classical. Trance/Dance to Death Metal. 60s, 70s and 80s rock and pop. Motown, the crooners like Frankie, Matt and Dean. Yeah Baby!
Some of my fave bands and artists are. In no particular order:
The One's In Bold Are 'Top' Of My Fave's List!
Jimi Hendrix. HIM. CKY. Coldplay. OZZY. Evanescence. Idlewild. Tenacious D. Bon Jovi. Placebo. Saliva. Incubus. Nickleback. Hoobastank. Disturbed. 3 Doors Down. The Donnas. Trust Company. Linkin Park. Deftones. Tool. My Ruin. Chilli Peppers. Massive Attack. Crystal Method. Tricky. Billy Idol. Van Halen. Metalica. Twisted Sister. TLC. ZZtop. Tracy Chapman. Tori Amos. Toploader. The Beatles. The Used. This Hives. The Rammones. The Clash. The Undertones. The Knack. Taproot. Talking Heads. The Rolling Stones. Stone Temple Pilots. Sting. Stabbing Westwood. Jack off Jill. Snake river conspiracy. Something corporate. Socialburn. Sinch. Sheryl Crow. Seether. Semisonic. Sarah Mclachlan. Roxette. Rammstein. Rasputina. REM. Queens of the Stoneage. Queen. Puddle of Mud. Pink. Prodigy. POD. Pearl jam. Pink. Phil Collins. No Doubt. Garbage. NERD. Nelly. Murderdolls. Missy Elliot. Michelle Branch. Matchbox 20. Michael Jackson. Manic Street Preachers. Ks Choice. Justin Timberlake. Junior Senior. Judas Priest. Jimmy Eat World. Hole. Hell is for Heros. Har Mar Superstar. Guns and Roses. Guano Apes. Good Charlotte. Goo Goo Dolls. Go West. Feeder. Electric Six. Eminem. Edwin Star. James Brown. Don Henley. Bowie. Creed. Bif Naked. Audio Slave. Annie Lennox. Andrew WK. Apollo 440. Alishas Attic. Alanis Morrisette. AC/DC. Third Strike. Bowling For Soup. Black Sabbath. Alien Ant Farm. Wheatus. KISS. Bryan Adams. Deep Purple. Steppenwolf. Pink Floyd. Downing Pool. Paula Cole. Papa Roach. PJ Harvey. System of a Down. A. Four Star Mary. Soul Wax. Stain'd. Adema. Smash Mouth. Elvis. Frank Sinatra. Andy Williams. Nina Simone. Dean Martin. Matt Monroe. Limp Bizkit. KoRn. The Offspring. Elbow. Oasis. Dido. Beethoven. Motzart. Bach. Chopin, and a hundred others.
Right now thats out of the way. I was trying to do it in alphabetical order but I got bored. So anyway..I also have a band called, Insomniacs Dreams. We're a rock band, but we also do creepy classical stuff with guitars and violins. It rocks, but Im not blowing my own trumpet here.
I also love movies. Everything about them, pre production, filming, post production. Everything. I love Action and Horror movies, and of course comedys. Some of my faves are. Fast and The Furious. Bad Boys. XXX. The Matrix. Fight Club. Blade. Blade 2. X men. X men 2. Austin Powers 1,2,3. Scary Movie 1& 2. The Shinning. The Craft. The Crow. Waynes World. Jacob the Liar. The Green Mile. Rush Hour. Last Tango In Paris. Goodfellas. The Godfather Trilogy. Terminator. The Transporter. Reservoir Dogs. Pulp Fiction. Go. From dusk till dawn. Downward Angel. JCs Vampires. Dracula 2000. Exorcist. Road Kill. Shopping. Twin Town. Jay and Silent Bob strike back. Dogma. Mallrats. The Faculty. Snatch and Lock Stock Two Smoking Barrels. Plus hundreds of others I cant be bothered to write.
My other hobbies include.
Martial Arts. I have a black belt 1st Dan in Kickboxing. I also have a black belt in Kung Fu and Kendo. I love martial arts all aspects of it. The spirituality and the power. I do Thai Chi to, which is amazing. I want to go to Japan at some point in my life and study the arts over there, but thats a distant and probably unreachable dream.
I also teach a Kickboxing class. Which I love doing! It's great to see people achive things that you helped them to do. Big Hi! to everyone in my class, you're all brilliant!
Witchcraft. I enjoy studying it, but that scares some people so I wont say anymore. But if you wanna know anything you know where I am.
The occult. I love the paranormal, and unexplained. The Occult interests me because I believe there are many things in this world that we dont know about, so I wanna be clued up on them when some scientist dude realises we aint on our own in the world or universe. I got into the occult after one of my friends parents were in a cult. It was pretty nasty, but I dont wanna say to much about it cause of Annabel. But I started looking into it to help her understand some of the things that happened to her. Luckily now shes okay with it and quite interested in it too. Love ya Bell.
I love writing fan fiction, poetry, songs, short stories and films. Maybe one day I might be a writer, or a film director but yet again, the likelihood of that happening. Pretty slim.
I like going for long walks, and riding my motorbike. Cruising with my friends. Partying, pubbing, and clubbing. Paint Balling. Bowling. Go Carting. Sleeping. Dancing. Playstation 2. The Web. Doing wild and weird things. Like racing shopping carts down hill, and trashing abandoned buildings.
I have a major thing for old buildings. Like churches, and schools. The bigger, the older and emptier building the better. I'm strange.
I love ghost towns, My and five of my friends found one last summer, we camped out in it and messed around for six weeks. It was absolutly incredible! I have so much fun there, but the council knocked it down this winter and we were all gutted. But maybe one day we'll find another one.
I collect, anything purple. From purple shot glasses, plecturms and computer keys. I also buy anything with Pentagrams on, I have bags, books, pens, earrings, watches, necklaces, socks, everything. As well as collecting all those things, I love little red devils. I have hundreds. Glass ones, Fluffy ones, plastic ones. I love Emily Strange and black cats and anything with a magical theme like witches and wizards! My goal is to find a Witch PEZ, has anyone seen one?
I have hundreds of pairs of shoes, normal ones, and down right freaky ones. I love BAGS, i'm obsessed with buying bags! help me!
I'm addicted to kiddie sweets, hell yes! And of course chocolate. My fave food, is Pizza, Italian, India, and Chinese. In that order.
My bedroom is a mass of weird stuff I collect. Ask anyone!
I love Venice, and Italy. Japan. Water, Rain and storms. My mobile phone, my writing and sketch pad. My geetar.
I LOVE! My friends. My family. every one of them. I'm really very protective over my clan so don't be stiring no shit wiv um! I love being with people, but i need my own space at time (Summer 2000 classic exsample)
Oh i'm a complete fucking BITCH, in the morning! So stay away! I need silence, and my own company in the morning and I DONT DO, before tweleve o clock!
I love My Dog's, Bobby (Black Lab) Shelley (German Shepard) and Pipa (Border Collie) and my Cat Stupmie (Black and White) and NeeChee (Black). My Cd's and Video's. Video Camera. Laptop. My sparing kit. My life. My skills. The world!
Right anything else.oh yeh!
This is what I look like. I am six foot tall! Believe it or not! Its madness I know! My natural hair colour is dark brown, with blondey bits and the odd redish hint. I have a natural wave in my locks, which blows. Dont give me 'Oh i'd love that?' if i could give it ya! you could have it! I currently have , purple and blue streaks. Rock on! I have moody blue eyes. They go glowing blue when i'm happy, icy when i'm a bitch and dark blue when i'm depressed! makes sense i guess.
I have dimples, and an evil laugh! Plus i also have a great poker face! oh yes! lol!
Ive got a little scar on my right cheek from where I fell in rose bushes when I was two. I have a scar on my knee, where I fell down steps in an abandoned building and sliced my leg open. I have I scar on my foot from where I was messing around with Lee, and cut it on glass. Ouch!
I have a tattoo of a little black cat on my back. Its Emily Stranges Cat called Sabbath. The one with the tatty ear. I want more tattoos cause I love them. Especially on guys. Phroar! Matt Schulze, for example. I am planning on becoming a tattoo artist and getting my inking done for free! And maybe even getting my hands on Matt one day....I can dream!
I have my ears pierced twice and once at the top in my right ear. I got my belly button done too.
So basically that's me, I love life, and live it to the max. I say what I think and feel. Im not false, Im just me.
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This is my song!
TerrorThis is what you call me...
I STRIKE TERROR AMONG MEN
I can't be bothered with what they think
I bare my cross, my soul, MYSELF
I FORGIVE... BUT I NEVER FORGET
I've been put upon this earth in FEMALE form
But I can handle myself with the best of you
As well as THE WORST
And I often have.
I have the right to remain silent
But I choose to SPEAK, SING, SCREAM
I am LIPS, HIPS, TITS... I AM THE POWER OF A WOMAN
STRONG like music
TRUE like friendship
But without my FRIENDS there would be no music... ONLY SPOKEN WORD
FUCKER!
I am able to change
So I live without REGRET, without REMORSE only a REMIX
I am DRUNK, I am SOBER
HEAVEN doesn't want me and HELL'S AFRAID I'LL TAKE OVER
Don't bother trying to CENSOR me or SHUT ME UP
Because IT WON'T WORK.
I am COLD and DISTANT yet WARM and CLOSE
To those who deserve to see that side of me
PART OF ME... THE HEART OF ME
You find ME so hard to understand in YOUR WORLD
The world you perceive to be so NORMAL
I AM DEFORMED... SCORNED, REBORN
I am ME
And I know exactly WHO I AM, WHAT I AM and THE WRATH I BRING
The UGLY BEAUTY, the LYING TRUTH, the VIRGIN WHORE... the QUIET STORM
A LOVER, a FIGHTER, a SAINT, a SINNER, a SISTER, a DAUGHTER
OLD SCHOOL...... a BEGINNER
I have decorated myself with LOVE, HATE, TRUTH.... YOU
All of you, BOTH OF YOU, none of you... more than one of you
With LIPS LIKE SUGAR, EYES LIKE MEAT
I've watched MEN come, go and CHEAT
I SLEEP to DREAM and DREAM of SLEEP
I HAD A DREAM JOE
That you were standing in the middle of an open road
I HAD A DREAM JOE
That your hands were raised up to the sky
And your MOUTH WAS COVERED IN FOAM
I've been CRUCIFIED, JUSTIFIED and MORTIFIED by my behaviour
Both FEMININE and MASCULINE I am a CONTRADICTION and JUXTAPOSITION
My RELIEF is my RELEASE and only time will tell
ALL'S WELL that ENDS WELL
I am UNSWEETENED, UNCLEAN.... Been called DRAMA QUEEN
EX GIRLFRIEND, EX MEMBER... the TANTRUM, the TEMPER
I point my finger... TAKE THE BLAME
And this time I WILL OWN THE NAME
Because NOBODY is going to RUIN ME, if I have to I will RUIN MYSELF..
And it will be 'MY RUIN'
